For the last 4 days, I was sick. I've told you guys how I became sick. As my throat got better, my sickness got worse. Now, I'm dealing with a serious headache, blocked and runny nose, harsh coughing, burning eyes and constant sneezing. This may sound like over exaggeration, but trust me, it's exactly how it is right now.
Today, Henry came home early. He was rearranging his room and wow, just wow. There's somewhat a lot more space but with everything still in there. I started off my day without watching anymore anime. I decided to watch Dance Academy. I watched it before after school everyday on ABC3 but they kept changing the days it came on and the time due to new shows, so I gave up. With yesterday, it was on at 8:30 but Henry and I planned to watch the animation fixation (Futurama, Simpsons, Cleveland Show and Burger King)
When I saw that Dance Academy was on, I decided to watch all 3 series and start over from Episode 1, Series 1 ; so I can understand everything.
Oh, did I mention I got a friend back? Yeah, did part I never told you guys. Just a girlfriend and I had a situation and it was left unsolved and for some reason, it bothered me. We talked today and everything is on good terms except, she's going to be cautious; which I understand, because I would too if it were me. Anyways, I'm glad it got off my chest though. I'm glad we can have our old times back :3
So, enough blogging for tonight. Henry will flip if I don't get my rest - which I won't sleep after I'm tired of watching Dance Academy- but I did what he asked, to drink some tea. I got my cup of Lipton Tea - thank God we have heaps left, cough lollies Henry bought me and a roll of tissue for my runny/blocked nose. I don't even know how that works. My nose is blocked but surprisingly, boogers are coming out of it.
Goodnight all readers x. (:
Thursday, 9 January 2014
Wednesday, 8 January 2014
Tears of Joy
Because my sister was out yesterday and didn't come home and so was my mum, I was left home alone. I couldn't sleep. Of course there would be strange noises when you're alone. So I forced myself to stay up until my mum came home at 3:00 am. I slept at 4:00 because everyone knows, 3:00 am is ... *whispers* demon hour ~~
Anywho, I still managed to wake up at 11:00 am and from then on, my day started off with anime and food. Being sick for 3 days now and all I can do is lay in bed. If I got up to walk to the kitchen, I'd get a stomach ache and that shit kills. I don't know why but if I had to get food, I had to get food fast.
So I just want to let you all know, I've watched Vampire Knight and Vampire Knight: Guilty twice now. I know. I.am.obsessed. The fact that I know nothing will happen between Zero and Yuuki, I still fantasies at least kiss when appropriate. I honestly thought that there will be more after Vampire Knight: Guilty because the manga version ends at 93 and the anime, both put together has only 13 episode and together, it's only 26. I really hope that there was more to it.
Skipping through my day -though there wasn't much but anime- it finally hit 5:00 pm
Henry was home! I Facebook messaged him "Welcome Home" even though I wasn't there to hug him and kiss him. After replying, he said he was going to take a shower. Now because he was on his phone, his Facebook chat had put the icon of an iPhone and it shows when he was online. I was listening to Violin Dubstep -the one above- I didn't realize how long he was going for a shower. The last time I looked at his chat, it said he was online 54 minutes ago. I was thinking "Wow, that's a long shower" but then I remembered that he works with fiber glass and those things are so tiny, they get onto your skin, makes you itchy and it's hard to wash off. Even water won't wash off most of it. Then I remembered at the same time that the reason why he takes so long was maybe because he went downstairs to eat and since it was around 5, that's when his sister comes and pick Lily up and then she'd stay til 6-6:30 ; so I figured they were all having a talk while eating.
Eventually I messaged him "That's a long shower ...." ; That was when I heard the front door open. Early in the morning - well when I woke up- I did tell him to come visit me if he could because of how sick I was and I just wanted to see him. I was fine if he couldn't come over because of work and I understand. When I heard the front door, I thought it was my sister, but then I thought "Nah, can't be her" because she went out tonight and she packed her make up, and everything in a bag ; meaning she wasn't coming home tonight. So I thought it was my mum, checking if the doors were locked properly until when I looked at the door that my mum left open. Henry was came in, armful of McDonald's. He bought 2 Big Mac meals, large, 2 10% bigger Cabury Dairy Milk Chocolate, 1 Bueno, 1 large caramel frappe and 1 Butter Menthol, Lemon and Honey. I..was ...so..happy. I honestly just squealed, and I couldn't believe it. He surprised me when all those times that I hoped he would and expected him to, and he never did, this was when I had no hope for it because of a reason and when I didn't expect it,
I was fighting back the tears. I was smiling so much. He came onto the bed and I was telling him the first day of my sickness. Even though I already told him over Skype, I wanted to tell him in full detail. I'll tell you guys my what happened at the very bottom. After that, we were laughing so much because he was tickling me, making feel sensitive with every touch of his and that made me laugh til I coughed LOL. I made him laugh with my cold hands and tickled him when I could. And then we just cuddled. When we were cuddling, all that went through my mind was;
"He's here..He's really here.
I can't believe that he's here, hugging me right now
He's here...He's here
He did this, all for me. He's really here.."
I can't believe that he's here, hugging me right now
He's here...He's here
He did this, all for me. He's really here.."
Of course, all that effort to hold back the tears was a failure, I let those tears out and they flowed out of my eyes like they were escaping. He was making jokes to make me happy and he told me "I want to always make you this happy" But then as a joke, I told him if he were to make me cry from happiness with every thing he did, even just by kissing me, I wouldn't have any tears left when he proposes to me one day. :L Of course, I wouldn't know if we'll be together for that long, but I really do feel as if it was going to happen and I WANT to spend my life with him by his side til we grow old together, shed grey hairs together, having our bodies in the same coffin together and be buried deep under ground together.
After the tears, there was more laughing, more jokes, more smiles, more hugs, more kisses. We then went outside to watch tv but then... that's when my stomach ache kicked in. I couldn't get up, I couldn't even walk to the tv without stopping every 10 seconds. We watched the animation fixation and we were obviously both tired. 10:00 pm struck and he had to go home. I walked him out and told him I couldn't wait til Friday, because I was going to sleep over through Sunday and go home Sunday night. He said he couldn't wait either. At that moment when we were kissing, I was truly happy and I couldn't believe how happy I was. But of course, it was painful to say Goodbye. I just hope Thursday and Friday morning goes fast and when I'm with him, everything just slows down. He's sleeping on Skype right now and after this, it's bed time for me too since mum is home and I feel safe.
Monday, I woke up feeling more tired than usual. I felt worn out and drained. But I thought that was normal. After eating ham and crackers, I ate my sisters Gobstoppers. They were tiny ones. There were the colours she didn't like so I ate them. Because I knew my period was coming soon, I was prepared. My sister told me to dye her hair and I did. When she was mixing, I felt my period so I went to put on a pad. While dying my sisters hair, she was sectioning her hair for me after I was done with the previous sections. About the second last section, I felt dizzy, I felt faint. But I thought it was just the smell of the dye. All of a sudden, I was too shaky, too tensed, too weak. So I told my sister to finish it herself and I went to the toilet. I unzipped my shorts but then my body just pushed itself to the ground and I was leaning over the toilet bowl. It was as if, someone knew and pushed me; preparing me. I lent over and felt a vomit coming up but nothing came out but thick siliva. I was shocked obviously because I thought I was pregnant but it was impossible since my period came. So after the forceful gags my body was making, I vomited out orange foam. It was the last colour I ate from the Gobstoppers, then I vomited out clear thick water that was not my siliva. I got up and went into bed with the biggest stomach ache and I could feel how weak I was, how faint my face was and how painful it was. My stomach and bladder felt like it was being stabbed and grinded. I eventually fell asleep and woke up 20-30 minutes later. I felt better but when I moved, my stomach ache would come and go, come and go. Earlier that day though, it was really hot and I wasn't feeling well in the first place and mum told me to hang the clothes in that heat. It was so hot, I didn't bother pegging the clothes, or even the undies and bras, I left it in the undies and bras in the basket so it could dry in there because it was that hot, I wanted to get inside asap. When vomiting up weird stuff, my throat was sore and so dry but couldn't be cleansed with water. At 5, it blacked out because of the storm and after waiting 2 hours for the power to come on the streets, mum called my aunt and we went to her house. I Facebooked Henry what happened and my throat was killing me. Went home at 9 and mum set candles. I fell asleep because it wasn't that hot, it was cool and the candle was flickering so gently that it made me fall asleep. My sister came home and she fell asleep too. Henry, 1800REVERSE me and when we were about to hang up, the power came back on and that was at 11. Then we Skyped and fell asleep.
From that day on, my throat is still a bit sore, my body is still weak, my stomach still aches when I move around too much, and I've been coughing.
Weird...
But I knew I always Loved Wednesdays, and now I have another reason why to Love it even more <3
Monday, 6 January 2014
Gold Coast
Sorry I haven't been blogging lately because I've been really sick, but surprisingly still have enough energy to be blogging. I'll start of by telling you about Gold Coast
4th Jan 2014, Saturday: Gold Coast
So I woke up around 9 - now that my sleeping pattern is fixed - I waited for Henry to wake up. I remember waking up with an uneasy feeling, like I was disappointed at myself and felt like crying. Henry woke up and asked if I wanted to go to the Gold Coast with his parents. At first I was unsure, but when I suddenly started crying, for no absolute reason, I decided to go and they came to pick me up.
During the car ride, I was telling Henry about the uneasy feeling I got and once we did some talking, he wanted to listen to music but I didn't bring my head phones, so we ended up talking about my past. He wanted to know EVERYTHING and I didn't have a problem with that. Eventually, I told him everything that happened in the past. Who I was with, who I liked, what I did wrong, my mistakes etc. Just everything. Even my deepest, darkest secret that not even my 2 ex, Anthony and Albert, nor friends, best friends, family knows. He forced it out of me, but he wasn't mad about it, he was more mad about the other person involved. He understood my foolishness and I was glad that he did. When I was finished, he offered his past. He asked what I wanted to know. Of course, I wanted to know his past with the girls he's been with. After hearing who's he liked, who he's had a thing with, basically everything, I was surprised I wasn't jealous or mad. But the one thing was his 18th. His 18th was celebrated in Vietnam and his dad took him to a place where you hire a girl to be your girlfriend for the day. I was somewhat jealous at that instead. He told me 100% truth that they didn't do anything but hold hands and she just fed him and talked about what it was like in Australia. He said she was cute. THAT is where I was jealous. He said she was cute but she was also dirty like since she works there, who knows what she has done. When we were on the Vietnam topic, he said he would never let me go alone. At first I was thinking "Well duh, as if I'll go alone" But what he meant was he would either ask my mum for him to come with me or ask my mum if I could stay back and live with him. Because everyone knows what guys are like in Vietnam. Basically rapist and creeps.
I told him I won't choose to stay back because I want to look after Sally too because most likely go for her than me. The whole car ride we were talking and talk and eventually we got to Surfer's Paradise. Since it was 41 degrees , it was somewhat still breezy. We ate at Coffee Club and just chatted. Then we split our ways because Henrys mum wanted to shop and since it was last minute, we decided to swim at 3:00 pm. Henry took me to timezone and OHMYGOD it was huge! It had nearly everything the Ekka has but rides. Everything was so cool and so spacey. We walked around and he was playing a racing game and he also tried to play this game where you cut the string with the prize you want. I wanted the Insta Polaroid. But after 2 tries, he failed. It didn't matter because it was $30 in the city :L He got me Fairy Floss too ! Oh man, at that moment, I felt as if we were at the theme park and he was spoiling me and we had so much fun. I was so happy
At 3, we went to buy myself bikinis and my goodness was it expensive. He spent $40 on a bikini. It wasn't that stylish either. It was just white with a black outline. Simple. We went down to the car park and we changed. His parents changed at the back of the car and we changed on the sides. It was so hot so I tied my hair up. With all the layer's sticking out, I felt like an anime girl. LOL. We got to the beach and it was freezing! Eventually Henry and his parent's went further out. I stood not close to shore but not too far and I just watched Henry. Standing there and watching him play in the waves. He was like a little boy. I was watching his parents and for their age, they still swam with him like he was still a kid. He'd come to me every so often and then he'd go out again. He was so cute. As a by stander, I watched his family and even though he's 18, I could see his parent's still treat him like a little boy. I saw it all in their eyes. They looked so happy and I was so happy to see him this happy with his parent's up to the point I got a little teary. At 5, we went to shore and I cleaned him up. We went to get dressed again and we went back up to walk around. Skrillex was there, omg! but that doesn't matter.
After going up to the shops again, the cute thing that I saw was when Henry's mum was putting on lip stick, his dad was fixing the smudges for her. I looked at them, and they were exactly like Henry and I - no, we were more like them. We ate pizza and Ice cream. His mum was feeding his dad like I was feeding Henry. I could see other people looking at us and it's like staring into the future. LOL. We went to the Spit after and just walked around and it was so windy. We took pictures on the rocks ; Well, Henry's dad suggested we take some pictures and then it was their turn. They did the exact same pose me and Henry did and when we went into the car to head back, they said they were sending it to Vietnam. Now for sure, they would look at the pictures and see the future me and Henry :L
In the car, we did some more talking and then we were sharing headphones. I wasn't tired but when I got to his house, we showered and we got kinky :$ BUT THATS NOT THE POINT! After, he went for a smoke, and when he was back, he climbed into bed and we just lied there talking some more. That day was the day I got to know him some more and he was finally starting to understand me. I fell asleep right after the conversations finished.
I was glad that I came that day and his parent's are for sure not the typical Asian parents I thought. They were like me and Henry.
Now Henry has work for 6-8 weeks and it's only been 2 days since we last saw each other. He told me that this was the time he got to think about life and he's starting to understand more about me. I'm so happy :') I can't wait til Friday comes so I can spend the weekend with him <3
4th Jan 2014, Saturday: Gold Coast
So I woke up around 9 - now that my sleeping pattern is fixed - I waited for Henry to wake up. I remember waking up with an uneasy feeling, like I was disappointed at myself and felt like crying. Henry woke up and asked if I wanted to go to the Gold Coast with his parents. At first I was unsure, but when I suddenly started crying, for no absolute reason, I decided to go and they came to pick me up.
During the car ride, I was telling Henry about the uneasy feeling I got and once we did some talking, he wanted to listen to music but I didn't bring my head phones, so we ended up talking about my past. He wanted to know EVERYTHING and I didn't have a problem with that. Eventually, I told him everything that happened in the past. Who I was with, who I liked, what I did wrong, my mistakes etc. Just everything. Even my deepest, darkest secret that not even my 2 ex, Anthony and Albert, nor friends, best friends, family knows. He forced it out of me, but he wasn't mad about it, he was more mad about the other person involved. He understood my foolishness and I was glad that he did. When I was finished, he offered his past. He asked what I wanted to know. Of course, I wanted to know his past with the girls he's been with. After hearing who's he liked, who he's had a thing with, basically everything, I was surprised I wasn't jealous or mad. But the one thing was his 18th. His 18th was celebrated in Vietnam and his dad took him to a place where you hire a girl to be your girlfriend for the day. I was somewhat jealous at that instead. He told me 100% truth that they didn't do anything but hold hands and she just fed him and talked about what it was like in Australia. He said she was cute. THAT is where I was jealous. He said she was cute but she was also dirty like since she works there, who knows what she has done. When we were on the Vietnam topic, he said he would never let me go alone. At first I was thinking "Well duh, as if I'll go alone" But what he meant was he would either ask my mum for him to come with me or ask my mum if I could stay back and live with him. Because everyone knows what guys are like in Vietnam. Basically rapist and creeps.
I told him I won't choose to stay back because I want to look after Sally too because most likely go for her than me. The whole car ride we were talking and talk and eventually we got to Surfer's Paradise. Since it was 41 degrees , it was somewhat still breezy. We ate at Coffee Club and just chatted. Then we split our ways because Henrys mum wanted to shop and since it was last minute, we decided to swim at 3:00 pm. Henry took me to timezone and OHMYGOD it was huge! It had nearly everything the Ekka has but rides. Everything was so cool and so spacey. We walked around and he was playing a racing game and he also tried to play this game where you cut the string with the prize you want. I wanted the Insta Polaroid. But after 2 tries, he failed. It didn't matter because it was $30 in the city :L He got me Fairy Floss too ! Oh man, at that moment, I felt as if we were at the theme park and he was spoiling me and we had so much fun. I was so happy
At 3, we went to buy myself bikinis and my goodness was it expensive. He spent $40 on a bikini. It wasn't that stylish either. It was just white with a black outline. Simple. We went down to the car park and we changed. His parents changed at the back of the car and we changed on the sides. It was so hot so I tied my hair up. With all the layer's sticking out, I felt like an anime girl. LOL. We got to the beach and it was freezing! Eventually Henry and his parent's went further out. I stood not close to shore but not too far and I just watched Henry. Standing there and watching him play in the waves. He was like a little boy. I was watching his parents and for their age, they still swam with him like he was still a kid. He'd come to me every so often and then he'd go out again. He was so cute. As a by stander, I watched his family and even though he's 18, I could see his parent's still treat him like a little boy. I saw it all in their eyes. They looked so happy and I was so happy to see him this happy with his parent's up to the point I got a little teary. At 5, we went to shore and I cleaned him up. We went to get dressed again and we went back up to walk around. Skrillex was there, omg! but that doesn't matter.
After going up to the shops again, the cute thing that I saw was when Henry's mum was putting on lip stick, his dad was fixing the smudges for her. I looked at them, and they were exactly like Henry and I - no, we were more like them. We ate pizza and Ice cream. His mum was feeding his dad like I was feeding Henry. I could see other people looking at us and it's like staring into the future. LOL. We went to the Spit after and just walked around and it was so windy. We took pictures on the rocks ; Well, Henry's dad suggested we take some pictures and then it was their turn. They did the exact same pose me and Henry did and when we went into the car to head back, they said they were sending it to Vietnam. Now for sure, they would look at the pictures and see the future me and Henry :L
In the car, we did some more talking and then we were sharing headphones. I wasn't tired but when I got to his house, we showered and we got kinky :$ BUT THATS NOT THE POINT! After, he went for a smoke, and when he was back, he climbed into bed and we just lied there talking some more. That day was the day I got to know him some more and he was finally starting to understand me. I fell asleep right after the conversations finished.
I was glad that I came that day and his parent's are for sure not the typical Asian parents I thought. They were like me and Henry.
Now Henry has work for 6-8 weeks and it's only been 2 days since we last saw each other. He told me that this was the time he got to think about life and he's starting to understand more about me. I'm so happy :') I can't wait til Friday comes so I can spend the weekend with him <3
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