Thursday, 25 December 2014

Ready To Leave ?

The year is almost over and my plans for my future are pretty much all set. But, I think all of it wouldn't matter anymore.
Originally, I was meant to go job hunting very soon. I redid my resume and had it emailed to my friend for him to print out at least 25+. Yeah, that's how bad I wanted a job for the upcoming year. Then I was meant to visit my family down in Melbourne around Feb 10th for about a week, However, that all changed when my sister decided to convince me in moving down there forever. She's said some things that got me thinking. I've been thinking about it and I'm still so unsure. I don't know if I'm ready to leave Brisbane and all the history I had with it. But then again, I am starting to get sick of the way people think around here. At first, I stood up for us whenever someone talked bad about us Brisbane people, but after my recent break up, not one person had come to me and asked for MY side of the story and immediately assumed I'm the bad one because of my past which had NOTHING to do with them and they can clearly see that I'm trying so bloody hard to change the way they see me. I'm more mature and simple minded. I've tried to put it out there that I was the person who tried really hard in the relationship and the people I turned to, I thought would understand the way I acted because I was so fed up with the relationship. What I had to go through and they knew Henry was a handful. But nope, I was still the bad one. So that's one reason I wouldn't want to stay in Brisbane, but I'm thinking more of my friends around my age group. I've been through a lot with some people and I want to be here for them in return but if I moved, contacting me over social media would most likely cause us to drift because I might be busy helping with family if I moved. So I don't know... Should I move or nah?

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