IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!

Happy Birthday to me. Happy Birthday to me. Today is my birthday. Happy Birthday to me !

Today I turn the big one-eight. I'm so excited.  Of course I'm having a party and I'm as keen as ever. The fact that I'm finally legal to buy whatever I want and whenever I want. I'm excited to spend my last birthday in Brisbane before I head off to a new life, in a new state. All though I have been in a complete mess for the last few days, I can't think of anything better than to be celebrating one of the biggest age in my life with the people who I shared most of my life with. It's been tough and really rough here in Brisbane but I feel like this last party, I will be refreshed and ready to move on. It's sad, of course to leave behind my childhood and so much history of my life was recorded here but everyone needs to start somewhere if they want to achieve their dreams. I can't wait to be reunited with all my friends again and leave Brisbane with good memories. I only hope that nothing happens that'll ruin my day. I know I'll get really emotional when I'm drunk, only because I'm leaving. If anything, I won't regret bursting into tears for my friends because I love them like they were my family. It just shows how much I love them and how much I will miss everyone. So, today is my day. I'm excited and very anxious because I'm an adult now. After this night, I'll be a grown adult. I'll achieve my goals and try to be motivated for as long as I can. With the support and help from my family, I should be able to stick to my goals. It'll get tough, I know but mistakes happen and lessons are in need to be learnt. My hearts beating so fast, I'm so excited! It's about time that I have the spotlight for once. And I don't mind that it's on my birthday. I thank God for giving me this precious life when I was planned to be aborted. I only ask for forgiveness when I was in doubt and thought about ending my life so many times. I thank my parents for raising me, especially my mum who had to put up with my selfishness all these years. I want to make her proud now and I will. I thank all my friends for guiding me to the right path everytime I was lead astray. Whether our connections may be lost or is not as strong as it used to be but I am grateful for the memories and lessons I was taught. I thank everyone for making me the person I am today. I am going to enjoy this day to the fullest ! :)