It's been awhile

Fairy Tail sad soundtracks have so many feels to them :'c I just wanted to share why I'm so addicted

                                              Gray <3 -The guy in the blue- He so hot ! 

Hey everyone! So it's been a long while since I blogged anything and I thought I might update what has been going on since I last blogged.

So I guess with the news of me living in Henry's house again. Yes, again. Well this time I got kicked out not like last tine where I was given a choice to stay or leave. I was basically, straight up kicked out. I guess this time I was shocked but at the same time I was mature about it. My mum changed. She went through 2 guys and I guess she took out her anger with her break up with her recent boyfriend on my sister and I and I guess we had enough of it and we just went out when we wanted, as long as we wanted because that way, we felt free. It was a way to escape all the negativity in that house. It's been I think 3 months now that I've been away from the house. My mum hasn't attempted to get me back. Oh and my sister also got kicked out, like a month after I got kicked out. My mum is very stubborn and I assume that she knew if she kicked her daughters out, she'd be lonely. But her stubborness consumed her. I feel guilty and bad that she's in the house alone but if I went back, it'd be the same thing every morning. Henry and I have grown to the point that there is nothing we could fight about. Every now and then we'd have our arguments but it would just like a few minutes. He's learnt to apologize to me and cheer me up. Me? I'm still doing what I always do. I go to him and hug him and apologize and he's stopped pushing me away. We've both learnt to tell each other when we're offended and delt with it. If I was to go back home, I'd hate to wish I was with Henry everyday and I'd hate the feeling of missing him, and the feeling of being unsafe without him but at the same time, I don't want my mum to be alone.

I've been watching Youtube make up gurus, if you know what I mean and honestly, I've been intimidated to make my own Youtube and do make up tutorials or hair tutorials. And I've decided that's what I'm going to do once I have enough money to buy myself a camera and upgrade my makeup and hair products. My grandma has given me money each month. Around $200 each month and I'm about to open up my own bank account so my birth dad could send me money. He's coming up this June because I have a special occasion coming up. It's crew. Since we won Bring It On 2013, I guess we've moved up to compete in House Of Champions. It's more, I guess you could say, intense? Because not only is it between schools but outside dance crews so I want him to come and watch me since it's been 13 years.

I'm still looking for jobs TT-TT it's so hard nowadays. And no, I am not working in Maccas. It's mainstream. I will only work in fast food places when I have no choices to and right now, there are a lot of openings right now. School has been a total, bleh. It's not very exciting anymore but I've become closer to Jennifer and now she's my bestfriend. I guess we're doing everything together. I've slept over her house countless times and her parents love me.
I've been watching tv series and even anime series. I've catched up to so many of them that I am left with nothing to do when I'm waiting for episodes to come out. I've catched up on Vampire Diaries, Modern Family, 2 Broke Girls and for anime I'm waiting for Fairy Tail 2014. There's only 4 episodes of Fairy Tail 2014. I even read the manga and now I'm waiting for the next chapter -382- TT.TT I NEED HELP omg. I even catched up on my Youtubers. So I constantly check youtube every now and then to see if any of them have uploaded anything. And damn, I get very impatient.

So, that's it for my life upgrade. Not much has happened. Not much parties to go to. Been a very typical, average Asian girl. Maybe I should blog more.