Letter: 5th Month

15.6.2013 <3

Dear Henry, 

Wow, time has really gone by huh? It's already been 5 months. Although I couldn't buy or make anything for you as a gift, but hey? I'm typing this letter just for you and for the world to read about this special day. 

I'd like to start off with a HAPPY 5TH MONTH BABY! Today is a very special day as to every other day's of the month. Too bad though that I can't spend the entire day with you but whoa, don't get sad because I will spend the night with you <3 No, to the readers,we are not going to have sex. As unbelievable as it sounds, my boyfriend and I are not the ones who have constant sex but we're the type that he plays games, and I would too. Every now and then a kiss and a moment of cuddling then back to doing our own things. When the time comes, we sleep together and even play fight. Anyways back to the letter, I'd like to thank you for being my best boyfriend ever. Yes, I said it, you are THE best boyfriend. You may not believe so, but mate, you need to. There were times where we hurt each other and that one time where I almost let go of you, letting you slip through my fingers...NO, I will hold on tight until the day you can not handle me anymore and until the day that the spark inside our relationship can not stay bright. 

Baby, I promise to try harder to understand you and remember what your ex had left behind. Scarring you and yet from today, you're still healing from the pain. I'm sorry if I'm also the cause of the pain...I will however consider your past and help you. I love it when I can see that smile on your face. I never what to see tears coming out of those eyes but I want to see that glow instead. The only times where I want to see you shed tears is the moment's when you're happy. Tears of Joy made by me. I really do hope that we could last til the day we die together. Til the day I walk down that aisle and see you waiting at the end. I hope that we'll last to the day we both say "I do" I sound foolish for thinking so far ahead but honestly, I feel something for you that gives me hope that we will be together for a very long time. Knowing we don't lack of anything, I can tell this relationship is going to be strong. I love you and you love me. That's all that matters. I don't expect you to understand me fully or even me understanding you fully. I just love waking up everyday, learning and understanding something about you. Finding something new about you. I want to keep doing that forever. 

It's hard for me to explain my feelings for you and it's hard to explain to you how important you are but hey, you're different. I'm not saying this because it seems to be a good moment to but more of the "It's true" I know for sure that you're different from the rest. You make me cry from happiness and you've gave a sense of pain from your past. Helping me understand what it was like to be you back then. I swear to our relationship that I can be the best girlfriend you could ever find and love. 

Happy 5th month my monkey bear <3 I'll see you tonight (: oh and SURPRISE! My gift to you 

Love Sincerely Yours, Anne x