The New Henry

To start off this blog, Henry had ordered Vape for me ! Well, for us. For those who don't know what Vape is; it's a electronic stick and you can order any flavour liquid. You pour that flavour liquid inside (only 2-3 drops) and then you hold this button and just suck in air, then smokes comes out. It's not like smokes, just something for smokers to quit smoking. No, I don't smoke, but this is to keep my mind of weed LOL

Anywho, I'm probably the happiest girl on the face of the Earth right now because for the last few days, Henry has definitely changed. He's more sweet, funny and understanding. After the night of our 5th month, where I spent it alone, he came home and felt so bad. He hugged me and just wouldn't let go. He kept apologizing. It was so adorable. After that night, things has been going so well for us. We haven't had an argument, we haven't had times where we piss each other off, we haven't had times where we misunderstood each other. Just basically, I'm so happy that things are going so smoothly for us. 

Not only that, but I've been sleeping over his house for 2 weeks now. I've been home like once a week but this? I haven't been home at all. Seeing the way things are, I don't want to go camp. It's true that I would get worried and anxious when I'm gone for a week, but there are possibilities that I can't go. Only because I'm on the rep list. I feel bad for not going but I want to stay so that I could just be here with Henry. I want to save up and take him to Melbourne with me so he could meet my family down there. 

Although Henry used to be so hot tempered, stubborn and very very sensitive, I've grown onto him and understand what hurts him and what triggers his anger. I'm still scared to open up to him but when it bothers me, he seems to know. Originally when he has a feeling I'm upset, he'd keep asking over and over what was wrong and when I wasn't ready to tell him, he'd be like "Fine. Don't fucking tell me" - SEE? that is why I never open up because when I do and I'm not ready to, he'd explode of maximum rage LOL but now, when he sees that I'm upset or something is bothering me, he'd climb onto the bed, ask me what's wrong, hug me, and just tell it's okay when he doesn't even know what was wrong. He would take guesses and when he's right, he could tell by the way I look at him. Usually it's just the thought of him cheating coming back to haunt me, or when I feel as if he's hiding something from me. He would just say

"Babe. Don't worry okay? I love you"
OR
"Awh babe, come here. Don't cry, it's okay. Don't think about it."

He has learnt to use words to comfort me and he has learnt to understand my facials and I don't know how, but he has also learnt how to figure out what the problem is by just looking deep into my eyes. Pretty impressive. I guess that after all them arguments, he'd finally made an effort to remember what to do and what NOT to do. 

Just earlier, we had this massive tickling play fight. I have never had this type of thing happen. He climbed on to the bed and he was casually laying on my lap. After hearing my belly rumble, he told me to lay down with him and we cuddled for only 30 seconds and he tickled me. I was so sensitive. He blew in my ear, on my face and I did the same. Took him awhile to get ticklish when I blew in his ear then I remembered that his weak spot was...well, this is embarrassing,...but his nipples. LOL I know, weird. All I did was just poke it and he'd laugh like a faggot. And when I say "like a faggot" , he legit laughs like one. We went on and on and on til what seemed like 3-4 minutes. He sat me on his lap and just said "I love you" oh, those 3 beautiful words I love to hear coming from his own lips, his own breath, his own brain and his own heart. I melt seeing his smile, hearing his laugh, seeing that glow in his eyes, hearing his voice, hearing those 3 words I love to hear so much and his touch. I was so happy. I kept laughing, giggling and smiling. When I'm pissed, he'd just stroke my cheeks and be his funny self. He's been connecting with the old Henry that I got to know back then before we even got together. His funniness was the reason why I fell in love with him. 

I think that this relationship could work. Despite my insecurities though. But hey, I know that we can get past that soon. 

I love the way things are with us. It's not always the "gaming and then sex" type of relationship. Frankly, this is how our relationship goes. 

*I'd be on his laptop Tumblring, Youtube, Anime, Facebook, Blogging and online dressing games whereas he would be on Facebook, World of Warcraft and Naruto at the same time. Every now and then, he'd climb onto the bed and spend some time with me. Either cuddle, play fight, "business" or even go down stairs to make food or get food. Some points of the time, we'd give each other kisses on the cheeks or lips and then back to our own business.*

Simple. Nothing more, nothing less. Sorry to disappoint most of you out there who reads my blogs but I'm not always the type of girl who has sex all the time. That gets boring if you do it 24/7. As long as I have his company and he has mine, and at the end of the day, we're on the same bed, under the same blanket and under the same roof. I get to close my eyes and see him as the last person I see then wake up to him being my first person I see. That's the best part. Waking up next to him. A reminder that it's not all just a dream. I'm happy that we're starting to understand each other. It makes it so much easier to be happy (: Definitely the.BEST.boyfriend.ever. 

I Love You Babe <3 

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